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Sunday, November 8, 2009 9:28 PM
one day you'll wake up & find that you're missing me.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Everydayness has been the same. Motivating, yet tedious. Slacking a little more than is should be, crap. I’ve got an irresistible feeling towards jumping pictures nowadays! Though jumping sometimes kills. My ass kinda got bumped down so now it hurts like toot. i personally think mukabuku is becoming another place for retards to do their usual do's. & i ENJOY deleting people from my list as i wish. hah.
 let's go to the park, underneath the stars. :)
study study sugar sugar study sleep family sugar study sleep sugar sugar family study sleep. nithyaa wants to watch 2012. if by chance what the Mayan's said is gonna be true..world would end on the 21/12/2012. which would be brother's 23rd bornday HAH. amazing Mayan's. =.= who's up for twilight new moon on the first day of spm? i'll probably get a tight slap for even asking if 'sugar, can we go for twilight new moon?'. nyehehe. back to books for the week. much amors.
Labels: my portrait, sugar bear
Saturday, November 7, 2009 11:36 PM
i believe i can fly?
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
been sleeping less studying more fagging less slacking more. hah. either way it comes back to square one, wishing things were either better or worst. why wish. just believe. i believed once upon a time a prince would come and sweep me off my feet. he did. i believed once upon a time that i'll be surrounded by great family members. yes i am. i believed once upon a time fairy tales were just fairy tales. not anymore. i believed in the unbelievable. that's life, after all. i believe i can fly. i believe i can touch the sky.     love them all. thanks to amma. she took all those shots. :) i'm tired of all the studying and work. i need something that can cheer me up. thanks syg for being there :) perfect on the outside, damaged on the inside. "if you say go away, i'll say no way". that's adorable, sugar.=) oh oh oh!  proudly presenting the Malaysian Indian parents who had their first prince who was born in United Kingdom few weeks ago. British Indian? NEXT JAY SEAN. prakash pandi is in UK i wonder how much of trouble little baby is having to look at his face ;D Ain't he just so adorable? By the time i get to UK, he'll probably be in high school. ;p Prakash keeps on getting on cloud nine 'i'm the uncle sure la he's adorable like me'. bluek! please lah dei. Labels: my portrait
Friday, November 6, 2009 11:14 PM
farewell, 5b's.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
prakash left to london today. sister's new born boy is adorable than ever. IF he gives me a chance, i'll blog about little baby boy kay? :D had our farewell today, between us the 5 bakawalians. more like our last get-together.. =)    nawww, i'm camera shy, NOT. archana. mr saff, oh i mean class teacher ;p. me. me me me!the end is coming. oh well, i've got more pictures that might be a mental disturbance to my readers. soon! Labels: farewell, friends, graduation, school
Thursday, November 5, 2009 11:33 PM
Graduation. =)
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
I'm not gonna type everything all over again. I'll just copy & paste what i wrote on my class blog, with a little changes, of course. teheee. We, 5. Bakawali class of 2009 have officially graduated from high school! ;) 5/11/2009 ‘Majlis Graduasi & Restu Ilmu Tingkatan Lima’ Oh yes, we had a ceremony that finally made us realize how precious school life has been. I mean yes we knew its precious since the kick off. But you know, sometimes when all the happy things come to an end, that’s when we realize things that we’ve taken for granted. Pictures are in random order. If you wanna see more of nithyaa ramasamy and her hideous pictures, kindly drop by to class blog. how i wish i could have deleted those pictures. nehehe. no i'm not that huge in real life.that purple dress? hah. made me look super huge. super duper guper huge!  time in life where i knew i'd get humiliated with the worst picture yet. =) please tell me you cant see my face. sigh -.- blame vivian.      =.=      carol going scandalous.  indians. ini dia muka orang graduate di high school. find me.(thanks to khalis's dad for the picture above :D) If you're reading this and probably you've graduated 10 times in your life from some high-class Malaysian universities or maybe Oxford or Harvard, thumbs up to you. But that doesn't mean you get the rights to laugh at us, the seventeen year olds being graduated in high school. hah. My dad graduated in London but he didn't laugh at me when i told him 'papa, im graduating today'. instead he said 'oh well, just dont tell anybody where you graduated from'. ;p spm is 13 days away. i'm thankful for the one person i have beside me. =) Labels: graduation, hang outs, hearts, school
Sunday, November 1, 2009 10:44 PM
shooting star (A)
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
remember all the things we wanted? some say don't talk. some say just ignore. some say flip a new page. some say talk. some say don't ignore. some say don't flip a new page, but refresh as it is. some say screw it live your life. only one said 'talk all the time, don't talk at times that you shouldn't. ignore, but don't ignore those who you shouldn't. flip a new page, but flip it only when you know the old page is unworthy. screw things around you when its not worth. live your life but never let those screw you up.' appreciate things as it is. i sort of gave up wishing for how life should be. i'm taking it as it is. appreciate. =)   handsome. i miss you. deadly tired. wants to sleep. "graduation" on Thursday. spm is 17 days away. i'm slacking to the max. life is great. miss me till next saturday. i kno u will. study study study sugar sugar eat shit sugar sleep study sugar drink drink sugar run jump scream yell study sugar sleep. Labels: family, sister, sugar bear
Saturday, October 31, 2009 9:25 PM
is everybody going crazy?
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
learned to appreciate. learned to hold on. learned to hang in any moments. proud of what i've become. as much as i love how things have changed for the best, the thought in a second that life might bring the worst moment within a blink, scares me. instincts, you're a killer. i'm deadly tired. things are not how they used to be. there's no more normal families. it makes sense to me. changes made life a little easier. :) tell me whats wrong being seventeen? reasons for those changes (:  yours truly.life is awesome. oh well, mine definitely is. all i need is a good sleep. which is merely impossible. not until i'm done with science facts. great. life feels way awesome when things get ieufjdkhfdf. i'm sleepy! so so so. study sleep sleep study sutdy eat shit sleep study sugar. sugar. i miss you. Labels: my portrait, sugar bear
12:17 PM
stay down
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
back for the weekends once again. spm is 17 days away. its scary. very. i'm going bonkers. like i'm over stressing & whatever, but I'm alsofilled with fright. FRIGHT. Gah! Its so hard. Its like i've got to stay down for the very best. this little space has been pretty dead without my presence oh yes i kno everyone missed me. syok sendiri mode. hee! feels nice to be back to the laptop for i dont know what reason. though now i'm already feeling pointless. besides the fact of blogging now and checking fb + msn-ing. i dont know whats so fun already. but life is great yay. quick updates. bits & pieces up for the updates today. cousin brother got married last week and i was wearing Saree AGAIN tehehe. his wedding car was pretty unique. cousin sis was stayin over. did usual studies. life has been as great as it always has been, but i notice things are changing. i just dont want them to be for the worst. ups & downs are back again. dont we all just hate the feeling of hanging by a moment? we sure do. okay the best thing is, i'm gonna leave this post with pictures. i'm losing the ability to come up with any sense at all.  i got ma eyes on you ;) ehem ehem, me!as if you dont know -.-    let them pictures be so hideous that you wanna runaway and hide under a coconut tree or something. i'm still with much pride sitting down and typing cos its mine. hah. pictures turned out pretty messy. the woman in green is really a mental case who became a physiotherapist at the age of 21. how proud i am right now. another mental case who made it thru a bright future. pictures with didi was delete from the cam cos i accidentally clicked "delete all" =.= #1 blur case.  #2 blur case again. received our school's "card ID" yesterday. what else can i say about it eh? i'll just shut up.was a hectic week. tho i skipped school like i wont tell how many days, stayed home and studied. it works. not until there's somethin to distract my mind. oops cemerlang has been pretty worth it. thanks teachers. :D! since you people have started blog walking. i'm gna go study study accounts accounts. lalala. wish i could just stop by & maybe say hi. Labels: family, my portrait
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 9:04 PM
tell me?
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Asssssssssssssssssssssssss i said last night. Skipped school today. Studied roughly about 4 hours and then the usual, slacking around. He dropped by. Had fun. He doesn't drink chrysanthemum tea WHAT THE FISH. He says it taste like crap =( no fair. It taste super good right? Oh well, people have different choices too right. Hee. He saw my albums & al gah .i changed alot. hideous pictures of me - he was laughing deep inside i'm sure.  us. i looooooooooooooooooove this shot ;) this is that fella i talk about all the time. he was busy drinking his cappuccino with no sugar in Starbucks. praise me, i call him sugar bear so once again i didnt add sugar into his cappuccino. HAH! Sugar bear sugar bear. gonna start studying al over again. forgot everything with al the deepavali spirit & shiiiiat. & im dead sleepy. how the hell am i gonna survive school =/ curfew for laptop tonight. be back on saturday. wooosha. study sleep eat study sleep sugar sugar sugar sleep study sugar eat shit sugar sugar. great.Labels: family, sugar bear
Monday, October 19, 2009 11:58 PM
ignorance is bliss.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
hello world. How's the chicks and dicks doing? I bet you're fine since its a holy holy holy holy holiday. I've been high on sugar ever since mom started baking cookies. Badly need to lose weight before i bloat up all over again. Deepavali, why why why do you ALWAYS do this to me?! Haven't been studying well :( Starting back again, yes yes. Met Vivian today. Decided to do accounts together so yay. Spent around 5 hours with her i think. Did our usual do's. Studied talked gossiped ;p walked stalked ;O we did everything lah right? Oh yes before that, Vivian met sugar bear today! He's so full of surprises.. SERIOUSLY. First he called me at around 1.30 pm while Viv & i were doing accounts. It was somethin like this. sugar: hey b. where are you syg? studying ah? meee: *mentions the place* yes sugar studying. you? sugar: going to pick bro now. alright.. continue studying b. mee: take care.. love you! 5 minutes later.. he appeared in front of me. :D I was totally like what the fish!! Hahaha. Vivian was stunned as well. He stayed for like 15 minutes and then had to leave ;( BUT. It was a good day with his surprise! Heee. Finally she met him! Once he left we decided to take lunch. Lepas itu.. Continued studying then Sharon, Viv's sister dropped in awhile. She's gargeous! ;) Vivian be jealous kayy. Continued studying & talking again &&& then both of us got bored. Since i brought my laptop she blogged checked facebook yadadada did what she wanted and then pictureee time (: had like 101 over pictures with her. others kat facebook. woosha.    Sent her back & dropped by to grands place. Both the lovable boys were there with aunty. Had real good fun with her dancing and al. Played some games on the laptop with both the boys & didi. Right, turbo pizza and blabla. Sometimes, didi & i CANT grow up! Hee. Watched some sponge bob videos since the second fella insisted we do. Pictures with her & the boys =)  didi. didi. second fella (: didi. first. second. me.others on facebook alsoo. feels good to be back home. i'm dead tired. my feet is killing. al the walking with miss lam was great yet with a price. hah. i wonder how's he doing :) skipping school tmr since i've got to visit the doctors. doctors love me so much, that every month they meet me. good thing i dont pay, heh. body is heaty with all the chicken curry mutton curry already. say no to chicken for the next week. oh right. i've been living on maggi mee for a month or so. my hair stopped dropping. wow. Labels: family, friends, hang outs, sugar bear
Sunday, October 18, 2009 11:57 PM
i'm not a boy.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Starbucks? totally starfecks. this is like the second time i screwed up alright alright i kno i'm so smart. had a great day. mom's adik came over from jaybee to grandma's for diwali. dropped by to visit me the most wanted lady in the morning. three musketeers are what my cousins brothers are. :) i'm mentally physically and emotionally tired. somehow that line doesn't make much sense to me tho. hah.  #1. #2. #3. NEEHEE.  fagging with my phone ;p us (:i'm tired. need to study. oh right, gonna go over & study & teach vivian tmr. come stalk on us at secret recipe oug. =) or call 0123456789 and i'll guide you till you reach. science econs accounts. hidup nithyaa. right, i hope he comes so vivian the pig will shut her mouth once and for al ;p i hope you read this, singaporeeeean! Labels: family, hang outs, sugar bear
Saturday, October 17, 2009 11:56 PM
Happy Deepavali!
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
was a hectic day. totally. here there everywhere. leaving pictures of me myself & i syok sendiri mode lah. wanna go be with sugar bear (: my curls worked out well didn't they? oh mom's giving 50 bucks as angpows so do drop by my place, yes do. chicken curry mutton curry cookies. probably gained 20kg today. i'm dead sleepy. me need a gooooood nap. oh curls curls worth doing it all on my own. i rawk. ;p   baby dont worry, you're my only. isn't that deep? yes sure is.Labels: deepavali, family, my portrait
Friday, October 16, 2009 6:46 AM
nithyaa ramasamy yes?
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Permission granted to use the laptop. I know you’re happy to read it. Missed my paradise of update noh? Stop missing i’ll be online till Tuesday. Then its back to curfew till weekends. Anyways! Week has been pretty fine. No problems but filled with deepavali cleaning up session and blah. Yes its true, most Indians get to the sense that they NEED to clean the house during deepavali ONLY. So till the month of October/November most Indians won’t clean. Then we clean. I include myself in this mind you. Unless you’re an Indian with much discipline in the family to keep the house crystal clear. Nava’s a good example for that. Heh. But i sorta needed cash so decided to be a “slave” for amma. Did whatever housework i could, got paid 100 bucks so i’m happy anyway ;) something is better than nothing. Skipped school yesterday today’s a holiday so yay. Why you fellas got the holidays too? Thank me thank me i wrote a letter to education ministry so they decided to give this day off cos of NITHYAA RAMASAMY. Wayseh, syok sendiri. Amma’s busy with cookies. I’ve got clothes yay. Decided to donate some of my clothes that i bought BUT never wore them to some of ma’s friends daughters. Couldn’t do much of community service, but at least i put on a smile on those girls :) Sometimes people like me will never learn to stop messing with the hairstyles. I wanted to have curls for deepavali so decided to TRY it myself with the rollers and stuff. Guess what guess what? It turned up like curls! Like the super nice curls but yes lah, i ruined it with putting my fingers through and then messing them up -.- here’s how it looks like now. Oh well, first pictures of HOW i looked like after wearing the rollers and closing my head like “points at picture below” that for the night. According to some Google search its best to close the darling head of mine after using the rollers. So yay. Dont laugh. dont okay? I said dont! Look damn Taliban-ish right? dang. Like i’m wearing a what? a turban. Gah.  After 8 hours of wearing it, this is what the curls turned up like (:  i shy. i no shy.muka baru bangun. huge eyes huge head + forehead looks like its extended! gah why! Labels: hair style, my portrait
Sunday, October 11, 2009 10:52 PM
Happy Birthday Amma!
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Oh boy, amma's 47 years old already. She's old old old & i'm growing old too. Teehe. She's the reason for my existence so thank her if you're happy that i'm in the planet or too bad, even if you hate me i'm gonna live. hah. yes we've had our hard times together but honestly, i cant explain how lucky i am to have such a woman as my mother. every life has ups and downs. unless you're an alien that matters - all you know is ruin peoples life. im hyper.  She's the one lady i could count on anytime of the day. She's been there since the day i kicked out off her precious womb and till this day - i'm her little girl. She taught me what life is though we had ROCKY moments i repeat. as i started maturing, i learned to be a woman from her. when i came back with miserable results, she told me to try harder. when people turn around and hit me hard, she taught me how to be stronger. when the world around me was fallin apart, she told me to believe in myself. when i told her about love, she spoke to me openly about it - without hesitating that i was under age. ask me why. why? cos she fell in love with daddy too right. hah. gotchu woman! her love story with papa when he was in London is totally a fairy tale, trust me. right now, what i'm so thankful is that she's given me everything i wanted in life. she accepted him, into my life. i do something wrong & then next thing i know 'bam! im gonna tell nava you did this and did that.' that's the greatest thing a mom could do for her little girl. =)oh oh oh! this is the miracle woman's miracle baby girl!  seventeen years ago she was born and now look at what a miracle she is.nawwwwwww. syok sendiri mode. curfew for laptop is up tonight. damn you weekdays. its back to studying for a week like totally -.-! will be back onlineeee next Saturday! or maybe Friday, hah since next day its gna be diwali. i'll plead to him to allow me. *evil laugh*. byebye Internet. oh golly, byebye laptop :( stop being so dramatic and just go nithyaa!! alright going. loves the bear called sugar. i think superman is awesome, my own superman who wears his underwear on the inside of course. ;) navo! whooha. Labels: family, my portrait, sugar bear
Saturday, October 10, 2009 11:40 PM
knocked down.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
yay, its weekendddd already! &&& this means i'm back to the laptop hah. till Sunday 11:59pm ONLY lah. But yes, its kinda nice to use the laptop twice a week. I like when there's someone who gets all discipline over me - Sugar!:) So those who love to blog walk and eventually end up in this paradise pretty often, Did ya miss me? not like i care if you missed me anyway. I missed my blog that matters. Wooot. Weekdays without laptop have been pretty much hard. I mean.. Sitting home staring at books isn’t all so cool. But its the oath, and i need to pledge it! Skipped school twice last week. Teachers have gone for i don’t know what so decided to skip. What’s the big deal, semua orang pun tak pergi maah. ;) He was home & spent half his time mocking the way i painted my room. I didn’t wna pay someone to get it done instead i did it myself & this fella has been pretty mean okaaay! But heh, my room sure looks great.  you know what that is.Had a great time; his way of teaching science is attention-grabbing! Chapter 5 motion is the hardest thing for me. & he kinda explained things way fast that now i remember em’ tho its abit fuzzy in my mind. Either way, i know that stuff now. So yay! Cars is what he loves. So basically entire chapter is gonna be “sub-sub-soi” for him right. Hah, he’s the new teacher for me weee. Now you, get jealous & die kay.  Today, went to grands place cos amma wanted to bake some cookies for deepavali. What the fish? There isn’t any deepavali spirit if you ask me. to me its gonna be the normal visiting grandma’s place and then shut up and stay home. Unless, this year i come up with a better plan to like kill uncle muthu’s alligator and eat it or somethin. Cool right. sure thing.  i i i i i like thiiiis. one with farmville on didi's & another with footie on mine.great. I’m stressed with all these SPM stuff. Every tom dick & harry have questions like ‘so Nithyaa, are you ready?’ oh for Christ sake. Why not go mind your own business than being so bothered if i’m ready or not? Seriously i don’t need you people to care. I know who cares. And those who care have been there. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it. I’m not gonna sit and brag about how much life sucks, cos it doesn’t. I learned to be positive. He thought me how to be. Everywhere i turned, i saw positive quotes. It hit me hard, that its time for me to be on that road too. Thanks sweetheart (: when we look at what we have in life, we have everything. there's millions of kids out there without the things that we have, and the things that we take for granted. i've learned to thankful. i believe everything happens for a reason. people change so that you can learn how to let go. things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right. you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.  Love should be that person who inspires you to be a better person. In every way. They teach you how to do better things.Labels: family, my room, sugar bear
Sunday, October 4, 2009 7:40 PM
we were both young ;)
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
 Sugar came to pick me with total surprise. Had breakfast with him and his friend in Sunway. Was an enjoyable morning. Besides the fact ma didn’t wanna follow cos she had to attend church. Holy holy. That woman is mega holy -.- anyways, the rules of “laptop only on weekends!” kicks off tomorrow. Oh well, in 3 hours time. i’ll miss you, blog. Thank god he’s back to kl so there’s no need for Skype-ing anymore whee. Now you know why i’m so cool on givin up laptop right? Hah. if you had no idea what on heaven i was talking all the while. lemme recap. Nithyaa isn’t gonna be online during weekdays anymore, like she used to be. She’ll be back online on weekends. SPM is so close yet this pig refused to study by the book. So this is the best way to make her concentrate adequately. So who’s the mastermind who came up with this idea? Sugar bear. I'm so excited that finally there's someone who's strict on what i do and when i do it! Woot. Study study study sugar tuition sugar tuition sugar sugar sleep eat sleep sugar sleep laugh study cry sugar sugar tv sleep. byebye, laptop.. oh well. weekdays saja. weekends you'll be mine ;) can't believe i'm saying this..hello books :) was an amazing day. things are all fine. well, better than it was! hearts =) see ya next saturday darling blog. Labels: exams, school, sugar bear
Saturday, October 3, 2009 8:37 PM
mistakes..
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
 Here i am still, holding on. I'm sorry for the mistakes i've made. I know you guys cared. & made the right move so i wont be hurt. But things turned around & hit me back. Either way, i know you guys are freaking mad at me right now. I'll take all the blame. I truly know how foolish i was. But thanks guys.. i learned something today. I appreciate everything. It was for my best.. Its proven you guys care for me too. Thanks a lot. :) I have learned that some of the nicest people you’ll ever meet are those who have suffered a traumatic event or loss. I admire them for their strength, but most especially for their life gratitude - a gift often taken for granted by the average person in society.  To anyone & everyone out there. Forgive me if i've done anything to hurt you guys in anyway. I know i'm a total stuck up ass who has been snobbish to certain people. I accept the fact alright? I know i've been. But haha, whats the point of being snobbish anymo? I'm not the greatest in the world anyway. Getting jealous over other people? No point already. Learned my perfect lesson for life. Be heartless. Dont give two fucks about anything. dare to dream. people without dreams dont have much. facebook, i've had enough with you. just like i had friendster million years ago. i'm gonna ignore everything that happens around me. he told me once; never let small stuff bring two strong souls down. he was right. hey people, its amazing on how life starts and how it ends right? before its too late, before its too serious, get a grip of your life and never lose yourself alright? find yourself - or someone else will find you. & when that person finds you, never let em go. just dont. i've learned my lessons. people always leave.. but sometimes they come back. & if they come back, never ever let them go again. yess DONT let them go. i've fixed my attitude. for the best. so now its gonna be.. studies. sugar. family. sleep. eat. sugar sugar. shit. tuition. SPM. sugar. SPM. sugar. sugar. sleep, SPM. sleep. friends. hearts sugah. i'm high on sugar nehehehe.Labels: misery
Friday, October 2, 2009 11:56 PM
nomore, he said.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
So nithyaa, what about trials? As i said.. I messed it up really well. Turned out, i passed everything & flunk maths. AGAIN. After all the messing up i did, i'm proud of myself for passing them all. with credits i think? :) thanks to sugar bear. honestly that guy is one heck of a guy who started pushing me to study study study. yes you may ask, oh nithyaa. dont you have brains to study on your own? its your future not his future. hello kawan. you're right. its my future i should study. trust me not. till January this year i was still fagging around with thoughts that 'ah screw spm, i'm still gonna do law & yadadada'. i never took a single initiative to study. so lets al thank the lord for bringing sugar bear who's the awesome-oh-so-awesome-man-aliveee!  he's happy with the results. mom's happy cos he pushed me. yay. okayyy, as happy as i seem right now. there's some changes thats gonna be made till SPM'S over. this isn't my parents rule. but sugar's. its a pretty great rule. "look nithyaa, spm's 48 days away. you're gna start studying your butt off. you're so not touching the laptop till spm's over." then after few minutes he said "ok b its fine, weekends you can use it." & when he said this first my heart was about to drop out. laters i told myself, things need to change. go for it. its hard tho. ya kno, blogging everyday & downloading desperate housewives to watch & designing some crap often & now add the true blood -.- and then the list goes on & on. but heck. its his word & i need to obey it. After all, i told mom about my results and my new "rule". & she turned around and said, 'oh my. im so happy abt ur results nithya girl!! && 'yay yay' now you're gonna be under nava's observation i kno he'll do whats best'. ok my mom's so mean. byebye. new rule kicks off on Monday. will be blogging on the weekends till then keep missing me. mwahahaha. hey! i'm still gonna update for today & tmr okaaaaaaaaaaaaay. not leavin this place so fast! nehehe. MONDAAAY.Labels: exams, family, my portrait, school, sugar bear
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 8:03 PM
earthquake :S
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
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Monday, September 28, 2009 10:09 PM
family portrait?
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Who am I to have a say. What’s wrong in this world today? I'm the one at home, sometimes alone. Or teaching myself to think, adjust, pray, and play. I’m pissed and justified; I know how hard I’ve tried. Raising myself all alone, Can’t anyone see, I’ve got my needs? I can’t be someone who just pretends. Parents claim limits of time. Complaining about Hikes of oil prices and drops of political flames. Bothered about Hindraf and what not while I’m alone home? Are you so blind? You can’t see, it starts at home, that’s where kids learn to be alone. Mom and dad, lost in their zones. Work, money, bills and stress. Kids alone, gone astray in their zones. Laptops, TVs, Games, and Phones. How far would you like to bribe your daughter? Did you talk to your kid today, and would they call you if they lost their way? Why are kids the ones to pay. Divorce, fights, drama and pain, Parents make the storm and the kids drown in the rain. Have you forgotten what its like to be them? To be tiny and alone. To live in a house; that's not a home. Every flaw magnified, until there is no place to hide. Anger and hate raging inside, to feel like hope of love has died. To wonder why you were even born, to think if you died, no one would mourn. To feel the pain of being misunderstood, to think nothing about you is good. To cry so long you don’t know how long you cried. To think hell’s the worst part of suicide. Who am I to ask this of you? I’m the person who has been walking alone, your daughter. To think about it, after all the miserable nights i’ve got through. God really did bless me with a amazing person – sugar bear!! Oh, and how cute does sugar bear sound in tamil? – sini kardi. OMGASH. I can’t imagine calling him kardi! Let him read this & he’ll most likely spank my ass till it bleeds. Heeh! Flunk math AGAIN. Bahasa & economics is fine for now. SLAD gotta be done. Accounts yes. I still don't get it. What is the point of having to talk about politics when all the politicians are still living happily while your family is going down the drain? Daddy daddy daddy, wake up. This includes my own father too. Okay so yeah, i somehow think my dad should have gone into politics. Found his certificate more like a scholarship to Melbourne! Si pandai then left to London instead of going to Melbourne. So yes, what a father. So may god bless me & i'll fly to london. yadada in my dreams. APPA WAKE UP FROM THE POLITICS TALK. =(
Sunday, September 27, 2009 8:44 PM
destiny
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 thank you for sticking with me for the past 1 year & 7 months. you know how much i heart you. so be good & start working as always! its dying on me. i'm broke. oh how great? the thought of having a new phone crossed my mind a million times. but whats the point? the era of having the coolest phone in the world has moved out of me. as long as i receive/make calls and send texts and receive em, i'm happy. although.. this phone is rly dying off on me. heeh. call me & you wont hear shit from me unless i'm on headphones. may god make a miracle & send a phone from heaven. hmmnm. i'm still happy it's been there to get me connected to the ones i love from the very start. school starts tomorrow. me not ready. not ready. not ready. to face the miserable results that will be out. i need a huge sugar bear cuddle right now. saya takuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut! i've got to face reality anyway.
Saturday, September 26, 2009 11:13 PM
trip to the toilet bowl
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very random title. i miss something. i dont know what. its this thing that's been missing all day something so special. something something. the empty feeling isn't fitting in. who wants to get back to school? not me. no worries. i've told ministry of education that form five students no longer have to be on a compulsory basis to attend classes cos we're better of studying at home. & here, i bold it that we're better off studying at home. school belongs to my grandfather. so i dont need any mc's to prove that i'm really sick. all it takes is a text to the principle 'hello. i'm nithya, the school's under my name. me ain't attending school today. put me on ponteng & i'll bite you tmr. okay thanks bye'. How awesome? Oi nithya stop dreaming. Get back to school & study! i'm like Anniyan. on a split personality right now. i love skirts. yes, church is the best place to see me in skirt. so come over to batu caves. there's a church there, you kno right? neh. i want more clothes. more & more. god i'm such a manjapot. he's somewhere away i wont tell where and is having fun while i'm here being stoned. great. my cellphones bill is currently rm 500.92 oh how great. money. come to mommy. belia benci sekolah. i sound like a seven year old refusing to attend school right? i kno! arsepm.  Unless, schools allow notebooks instead of books.. then i might think about attending without any hesitation. So tell me, why can't we study with notebooks? Japanese are already using iPhone's in school la. what the fish balls Malaysia?! i kno, ada banyak pencuri la itu la ini la. but not like i give two nuts about it right? if my notebook ever goes missing at school all i'll do is curse that dude to death and carry on with life. :D and if i find him ever again i'll lodge a report and make sure he goes into counting bars. this is where a lawyer's daughter shows her freakin attitude =.= oh so heartless. oh i'm nithyaa ramasamy & i've never tried tom yam in my life.i'm so proud. seriously, what tom yam taste like? & er. even laksa. & what laksa taste like, anyway? rageindian is an awesome blogger. :) Labels: my portrait, school
Friday, September 25, 2009 8:44 PM
discombobulation
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Its friday gee. Like basically the end of it. Saturday, Sunday, Monday. Urgh! SPM is SO effin near. & I kno i've gta get my ass straight into the books.. & not anywhre else. By monday all i need is a good sleep. a gooood one. been sleeping 4 hours a day which isn't gonna help when school starts. Ignored studying maths and economics so great i'm gna almarum. Study sugar bear sugar bear sleep study sugar bear accounts sugar bear sugar bear science sugar bear eat sugar bear blog study sugar bear study sugar bear.  .. sometimes i wish it didn't have to be this lonely. ''Are you okay?'' he inquires. ,''I’m perfectly fine sugar bear..'', she responds, trying hard to hide the excitement in her voice. He studies her lips as she speaks, wishing so badly to taste them, of feeling them beneath his. Heartbeat racing, his body breaks free from his mental detainment. ''I love you..'' he murmurs quietly before cupping her face in his hand. They both leaned and slowly kissed under the darkness. In their mind, the stars shone bright. Could it be anymore perfect? She could swear that she saw fireworks when the two came together. And the kiss... The kiss was unlike any kiss the two had ever felt. It was raw... It was, it was love.Thank you lord, I'm truly blessed! Labels: my portrait, my room
Thursday, September 24, 2009 11:58 PM
He's back!
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
He’s back to Malaysia! He’s back to Malaysia! He’s back to Malaysia! He’s back to Malaysia! He’s back to Malaysia! He’s back to Malaysia!  Surprised me, once again! This is like the second time he got back from UK and surprised me. Ain’t he such a darling?! Right now it seems like i’m just a ultra happy creature cos he’s back. But not many know how i had a hard time dealing with the fact not knowing how was he in UK, kononya working! Yesterday’s post on the bottom i mention that “he’s working now”, right? Big bullshit! He came up with an entire drama so that i would fall for it and he’ll arrive to Malaysia and he’ll surprise me! it worked sugar. It really did.A week before he told me he attended an interview, and he’s go the job in Glasgow, Scotland. So i’m the ohsostraightminded woman who never thought of the fact that he’s gonna hit back to kl. He gave me a hint there! Glasgow is where the airport is! Oh what a stupid me. oh and he also told me he’ll work from morning to afternoon. Afternoon till evening he’ll be free and he’ll try to come online. Through the week i kept on pleading to him to get back since the course is over for now. He came up with all the reasons in the world that i’m not gonna mention here. So i was left devastated. Though we spoke on Skype everyday – he hide the truth so well! Gaah. 22nd September 2009 – braided his hair. So i thought since he wants to feel the joy all over again! And it looked awesome on him i told cant wait to touch in December. I’m really brainless i know. Told me 23rd September 2009 work starts at 10 am. Told me to wake him at 9am. 23rd September 2009 – told me to wake him up at 9 kan? But he was up at 7am so yeah. At 9 plus, he left for “work” in Glasgow. At 9 something-ish his MSN, Skype, Oovoo, Facebook and YM signed out. That was weird. weird. So i assumed electricity was disconnected. I know, what a blur ass am i right? Malaysia 7:01 pm he called me. In UK it was 12:01 pm. told me work is fine. He’s having fun. People are nice. That call was the last i received. I felt so much joy in his voice. So yay. I studied as always after that. But ii started getting worried when none of my calls got through. So once again i assumed the line was bad. 24th September 2009 - Malaysia 7 am ( UK 11 pm) a text received from him stating work is super fine. He doesn’t wna work nomore. 25th will be a holiday. Will call you once am back. Love you baby. that text made my morning. Felt like i was on cloud nine. But the cloud nine didn’t last for long. time was passing by no sign from him. didn’t know if he was fine or what. If something happened on the way back? If things aren’t working? If he’s ignoring me? if something isn’t right! I started losing my mind early in the morning. Thanks to my effin number tht it’s barred for now cos i’m the smart one who paid the bill late. Good lar. So i had to use mom’s phone tryna get through his freakin phone. It kept on saying “check network service”. so i thought oh great. Mom’s phone isn’t working?! Then told Lobhie to try. Same thing! But i knew one thing. If he was in UK and the phone was switched off, operator WILL talk! So then i started wondering if he was coming back. Then i told myself oh common he won’t surprise me again. Even if he does man, he’s the greatest dude alive la like that. I called him about 100 times? With only two texts. At one time the texts were delivered. So i was on cloud nine again but when i called him – check the fucking operator service. =.= i was going nuts la dei! So yeah.. things got shitty with me. fever la tummy ache la vomiting la i survived so no biggy. I think the fright was way too much to carry. Ehee. Since it was also Sister’s bornday, we had to go to grandma’s place. Got ready, at around 7 pm WAS about to leave! And coincidentally i was wearing the favourite jumper of mine which happens to be what he loves also! Coincidence much eh? Just as i brushed my hair and walked out to the hall, I heard someone at the door. Mom opened the door – and there he was “hey aunt.” Mom was just stoned standing there. She knew it was Nava but Nava with that hair?! Maybe wrong person she assumed i think. And then she knew how worried i was so she was like “he really came back?!” But heck! That was the omgosh moment i tell youuu! I was speechless. I stared at him for few seconds. Straight dragged him out to talk. He was like “surprise baby, i’m back.” How much more happier could i be?! I’m truly blessed. Like truly truly truly blessed. He does this surprising job on me so well. Awwww! Let me fix the story that i wrote up there. Oh hello. Dont tell me you were reading all the way? Wow you're a great reader in that way. Nono. I'm a great entertainer. Right. Let me just refresh the entire scene la k. I know banyak orang who are going ' er i dont . understand.. ' 23rd September 2009 morning. he left for Glasgow airport. Flight was around the corners. at 12 he left. Which was why he called me at 7 pm saying it was his “break” time. Had a transit to Dubai most probably that’s why the text was delivered! Gosh this guy. Reached Malaysia and it’s a surprise for his babe. He planned it. At 7 pm he was knocking the door (: I’m hyper hyper hyper hyper! So hyper! With this joy i was on cloud nine again weeeeeeeeeeeee. Reached grandma’s place gave Didi a huge hug and whispered “he’s back. Surprised me, again”. She was like ‘WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!” Haha. Everyone seems shocked. So how would i be feelin right. Alright here are the pictures on Didi’s bornday. We had one picture of us together and i look mega retarded. Ignore the picture. Nehehe. Happy 19th Bornday Deedee!  hello. My name is Navithaa Ramasamy & i turned 19 today. This picture will be on my sister's blog & i'm gonna kill her once i see it. Please remind me to forget to read her blog. Thank you.  so everyone else liked it besides me. chocolate cake and i cant ngam. awesome. so whats she doing? brother sister mother. aunt brother mother cousin brothers. general ram.so if you're anywhere close to my place and find wifi under General Ram - the security code is i'msostupidtobestealinghis1234. Have fun stealing it.  freaking retarded i know. mother. PS: I mentioned 'So then i started wondering if he was coming back. Then i told myself oh common he won’t surprise me again. Even if he does man, he’s the greatest dude alive la like that.' He's the greatest man alive. (: Labels: birthdays, family, sister, sugar bear
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 9:24 PM
since you been gone
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Still traumatized by the hairstylist wanna be i have at home. Getting over it. Its hard you know? Ayaaa, its amma after all. Gotta forgive right? BUT. I wont forget nehehe. Anyways. Had a good 11 hour sleep till 4am. Right. Then he HAD to wake me up and i "volunteered" to Skype anyway so yaye. Yet i ended up studying till 7am i think; then he came back. Woot. He's got a new hair style & i pleaded to allow me to blog ;) He said.. YES. Weee. I'm like the happiest person right now (: I loved braids/cornrolls! Then i hated it.. for i dont know what reason. Then again i started to like it. It's sexy on him lalala. Oi! This is my blog. I say what i want. If you have a problem, be gone. Thank you. Braids braids braids Weee! Felt it the when he was back in may. Feels rough since its hair of course -.- but looks sexaayh ;) It's fair. I had a new hair cut. He had his. Back to square one ;) Hello Hello. Pictures taken while Skype-ing. Quality is obviously terrible. Blur-ed myself since i looked mega    awwh, you know how great you are (:  May you be with me for another 4 years to come so by then i'll be married & i'll make sure my husband gets me a apple notebook with the coolest shiaat on earth ok done wishing for now. Studied bm & accounts. I still dont understand why do we need to memorize a billion sastera stuff from form 4 like its even gonna help me when i start to do law next year? Oh please. Hmnm. Didi's bornday tmr! She officially turns sembilan belas.. Wow i feel young. So what sort of a miracle my parents did with having three kids in two years of gap? A huge miracle i bet. I'm gonna make a miracle too! Hah, you know i will. He started work. Oh thank you lord. :) Braids look awesome on you hun. McDonald's waiting for me. I've not eaten since yesterday morning and i'm wondering how did i even survive the "ma! dont knock my door nomore. i dont wanna eat & yadada thing. thanks for what you did. yadada". So how's the Raya? My Deepavali has no spirit. I guess it eloped with raya. You wasted 18378749893 minutes of your life reading this.Labels: Anniversary, family, laptop, movies, sugar bear
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 4:22 PM
fire burning.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
I'm in the verge of murdering anyone. I've been screaming away about getting my hair trimmed. When i say trim, its trim. Not trim to the extend that.. urgh. I suppose to get to the saloon. Screw them for closing during Raya. Had split ends and really wanted to get rid of it. I told mom just cut 2cm and that's enough. She HAD to cut 10cm and fish balls. Hair used to be hitting my boobs and now its barely on my shoulders! Oh what the fish ball. I felt so fine with long hair. Mothers. I'm never gonna get over this anger i know for sure. All i asked was a favour. Lesson learned.. Sugar, I'm so sorry about this. :( I loved the long hair as much as you did!!! He's so mad at mom nehehe! Gosh i wanna cwy.  this was perfect. oh thanks ma.urgh! Labels: family, hair style, my portrait, sugar bear
Friday, September 18, 2009 11:16 PM
miracles do happen.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
He did some awesome things for my laptop today! Yay. Things that i've been wanting to do but ehem, i'm a little too good to know those stuff you see. Till abt 4am he did everything up for me. Thanks sugar bear. So lemme give in some space for people to feel jealous alright. With pleasure.. ;) No more gazillion folders on the screen. Looks so elegant now. & oh! Its all pink now. But blended the colours so yeah. I know laar, i'm probably outdated by million years in the "pimping" laptop up part. Cant blame me right? Hee.  Wondering where did the gazillion folders go to? jeng-jeng!here it is. Auto hides and all. I never knew this things even existed in the first placeee! The icons and all look so gargeeeous. Not until i saw his one. :) I find it so awesome now. Been nuts since morning, lalala. Oh right, that's the new wallpaper that looks elegant i think? I'm fying high on sky now.  That car. is the Malaysian Ferrari owned by Mr ah-beng who talks toot story half the time. anyway, your car is super lucky cos its been featured as Malaysian Ferrari on my blog. So go flatter around. Aw sugar, can't wait for you to be back.. That's when you people are gonna see cars worth lookin at ;) He loves cars. & Now i carry that taste around too. Mwahaha. KADHALVIRUZ. You're so awesome. But yet again - Nava's way awesome. So what did i do all day besides the fact i was keeping him awake? skype skype skype study study stone skype stone study stone drink stone stone sleep study skype skype skype skype. Happy Raya.THE MAN I LOVE IS A SMARTY-PANTS! i'm truly blessed. :) Labels: cars, designs, my portrait, sugar bear
Thursday, September 17, 2009 12:44 AM
spm trials, over.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Hello world. SPM trials are over! Yay. Accounts was fine. I tried my leeeeevel best. Hope it pays off =) Seems the doctor called mom todaaay. So we rushed around 3 to get my blood test results back. As we all know.. "Maaf puan. Blood test Nithya belum sampai lagi.." I mean. Urgh, i dnt wna complain. So came back - back to the office. Mom had some work to finish up so yeah. Did a bit of accounts. Heee. I'm growing to be a nerd or what? Right. Nerding on accounts.  Hello. I'm calculator here. Can you do accounts without calculator? Sure you can. But nithya cant. the books that i've loved all my life.oh right, that's my grandpa on the picture above. white man white man. believe me he is. Since trials are over. I finally decided to clean up the hall & the room that contained all the books in the world as if 30 kids were studying, while i was the ONLY one studying. I'm totally a miracle. I know. & I'm also a freakin messy kid. Spent 5 hours cleaning up OMGEE. Dont know how messy i can be? Ask Nava. Sometimes, i wish i could have just kept him inside my cupboard and never let him elope to Scotland. I wish!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 8:54 PM
lalala.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Accounts paper 1 was good (: paper 2 tmr! So yeah, i'm going far far far far far away from the laptop now, to study. I'm gna study up to 12 today. Kononnyaaaa. Lets see if it happens. I'll be awake till sugar's back from college of course. Heee. Now i rly rly rly wish i had some super powers to bring him back to kl. Urgh. Uncle Wan said i could probably get to London after spm (: if that's what i really want. So lalala. I've got back the habit of deleting people from facebook for no reason! I love doin that. Seriously, its some joy i get. & When i'm hyper, i approve any tom, dick & harry who adds me up. The next moment, i delete them. Its a pleasure i get? Maybe.  deedee & who else if its not me? (: i miss nava. we'll never really know what we've got until its gone. well, he left for the best. he'll be back! yayeee. I HAD TO REMOVE THE PREVIOUS PICTURE SINCE ONE DONKEY DIDN'T LIKE IT. EEE.
Sunday, September 13, 2009 11:34 PM
karma is the name
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I promised myself to “LULUS” accounts this time. Which i mean, not to bring back an adorable 9G lookin all bloody. Its trials after all and i’ve been working my butt off on accounts. Assured him i’ll pass. I can’t promise for an A now faham-faham lah. :) He’s been so supportive over my studies.. thanks b! Finished 5 documents today, though it didn’t imbang/equal – at least something is better than nothing. Off to thin thing’s place tmr for accounts. And then off to school at i won’t tell you what time. She lives in boulevard btw. So go to 7th floor and stalk on me. Or call me, here’s my new number, 0123456789. Objectives now + 1 more document for tonitee. Teehee.  I miss you.Memories have been constantly lingering on me. Be back soon, I truly look forward to :)  even if the sky is fallin down. you'll be there i know.Labels: accounts, school, sugar bear
Saturday, September 12, 2009 11:58 PM
awesome thing.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches fearlessly for meaning and truth.. Yet, finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness.. Yet, it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want.. They gaze endlessly through the darkness that envelops them. Yet, they cannot see the light.. My ears listen earnestly in times of hush. They search for a familiar sound to comfort and console.. Yet, they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of dejection... They seek strength and compassion to enfold me.. Yet, they find nothing substantial to enwrap it. My mind cries out desperately in times of seclusion.. It poses intense questions that demand answers.. Yet, there are none to be found. My hand reaches out earnestly, in these times of confusion.. It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice... Gratefully, my lifeline to sanity... remains dazzling. :) I'm so blessed to have you. Lookin at people around me. It teaches me more things day after day. Blisters have officially left me! Yayeee. I knowww. Everyone was so worried? :) Good thing i've recovered already! Just the scar on my lips hasn't left just yet. But it'll be gone soon. Let's pray it does. Hehee. Oh yeah, i can finally smile like i was able to do two freakin weeks agooo! Awesome noh? First thing i woke up today morning at 6. Called him & being the ohsonicefella. He said come online. At 6 am :p What to do la kan. 6am here its like 11pm there. ): Anyways. I could finally smile! So i skype-ed him and smiled like anything in the world. 'sugar! i can finally smileeeeee!' those were my exact words. Teheeee.  Hello, i'm nithyaa ramasamy and i can finally smile again after two weeks of not doing that awesome thing.the scar is still there, a little bit :) And did i mention i designed brother's college assignment? :) I know lah it sucks big time. Not like i'm even asking what people think about it. Its my blorde blog so i'm blogging. Don't like it? Not like i care anyway. It was about uber-men (the perfume yadadada) in case u didn't knw. =) So he told me to help him out with it. Not like everyone is born with a gift to use PhotoShop you see. Tehee. I sound so prideful now. Nyeheehee. I think it turned out fine anyway. He wanted it to have the 'feeeeeeling'. So i worked as hard as i could since it's gonna be giving him marks for his finals. Call me a kind sister. I really am :) Like someone is even gonna believe me right.  Much loves, me. Moving on to accounts. Oh accounts, why do you even have to exist in my life? Seriously. Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?! I'll never find a reason for 'why'. So just shut up and learn it. Either way, when i'm staring off with a-levels. I'm gonna be taking accounts-ahballs. godblessme. Labels: designs, my portrait
Friday, September 11, 2009 11:30 PM
you found me.
♥ We don't remember days, we remember moments. ♥
Oh hello. My blisters are recovering so yay. I know, it seems like even blisters are going through menstrual cycle. Nehehe. I've been hanging in there so yeah. Trials has been huwejhskfjdhjfdf........... ujdikfhdjfhndf. History paper 2 was filled with some grandfather story with love, from me. Thank god paper 1 was objective or i WOULD have wrote grandmother stories over there also. Did some real crime today with Lobhini ;) What's the mother daughter relationship there for kan? Anyways. Not much bragging to do. Guess what? You're always on my mind. :) common. Sure thang not YOOOU. But you. You, i mean YOOOOU. Ah stop dreamiiing. Its not YOU.  its him. Did i mention the fact that i'm growing shorter? yes. the next time he gets back from UK, i'm gonna need a ladder to give a smooch, heeehe. Or maybe use a 34 inches heels and pretend like i'm the tallest freak alive. Kadhalviruz is a guy worth listening to. History sucked big time. It seems physics was pretty 'goooood' for the babe who stole my name and added a 't' instead of 'n' =p Labels: exams, my portrait
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 1:39 PM
lalala.
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